My friend J was just talking about blogging today and it really made me miss it. I remember when I used to just get a thought and run with it through words. I love just writing and not worrying about what people will see it, if it even sounds good, or how much to write. I always try to keep everything private with names and such but I still do really enjoy talking about my life.
Let’s see not much is going on right now I am still just here chilling. Oh wait I don’t know if I told you…I was diagnosed with 2 chronic illness. One is Chronic Fatigue Syndrome / ME and the other is Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia. Yep, so that is annoying!!!!
I have had these crazy symptoms for 4 years off and on with like one week episodes and then a few months. We are talking nausea, dizziness, fatigue, weakness, shortness of breath, heart palpitations, unbalanced, no energy, depression, body pain, swelling, and so much more!! Then randomly I would just get better and be totally fine. These episodes were totally non functioning I could barely get off the couch and as they went on they got worse and worse and longer and longer.
Now I have been in an episode since June 26th so that will be around 11 months soon. Honestly it sucks! I have gone through some pretty tough stuff in my life but I really haven’t gone through something as crazy and difficult as this. It takes a lot of strength in myself, strength in God, and so much support from my family and friends.
This is all God’s plan and I am just continuing to trust Him and let Him lead me wherever it goes.
Teresa Love 